It's strange to me that my first year of college is ending. Time has passed so quickly and I wonder how I've changed. (Have I changed?) I feel like all of this time has been wasted if nothing has touched me, if I have nothing to show. Because, really, what do I have to show? I have some great new friends and memories of great times but has a person or life (or God?) really touched me or shown me something new? Has anything opened my eyes or really made me think? The worst thought that I have is that I haven't given people (or God) the chance to change my life. I know God has the power to change lives and I know that people can do it too. Maybe I've missed something.
All I know is that God is working. In the last few days, I've felt different, so maybe someone's praying for me. Maybe God's just got my back. But my doubts are gone and I feel pretty good about the future.
Soon finals will be over and summer will be here. If anyone happens to be in Chicago over break, give me a call. I'd be happy to see you.
2 comments:
You are amazing. You have touched on just what bothers me sometimes, as well.
And I am making a special trip to Chicago to see my girls, and that includes you.
I love you. Miss you already.
I always get your Pink Floyd references. HOORAY
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